mus|cfreak91

2009-09-14T12:00:00.000+08:00

hi peeps!
just wanna say that i've changed my blog!
http://musicfanatic91.tumblr.com
my blogger page has been drivin' me crazy, so decided to use tumblr instead =)
it's seriously better! HAHAHAHAHA!

Stepping Out.

2009-08-10T15:21:00.004+08:00

BACK BLOGGING :)
decided to blog before continue doing my econs hw.. =.=
didn't know that blogger now seems so complicated; must use HTML codes to change the font colour and size! -.-
should i change to livejournal instead? LOL.

well, my previous post was kinda very EMO.
glad that i'm soooooo much better now :))
first and foremost, i wanna thank God for the word shared during ytd's cgm..
even during worship, i felt convicted myself while i was playing the guit..
"Why did you doubt God?"
this phrase has been recurring in my mind since then..
i feel strongly in my heart that this is a test from God; to test the faith that i have in Him..
at times, you just feel that everything is within your control..
but until when you are finally worn out, you know that you are actually NOT depending on Him at all..
through all these, i believe that i'm going on to a whole new level!
"God, I do not want to stay within my comfort zone anymore. Let me step out!!"
it's gonna be tough, REALLY tough! (92 more days!!!!!!!)
but i wanna choose to be strong: mentally, physically and spiritually!! :)

wanna share the word that was preached ytd.. enjoy!

5 Things that will Happen when Heaven Opens over Us

1. When heaven is opened, we receive dreams and visions.
2. When heaven is opened, the Holy Spirit can move freely among us.
3. When heaven is opened, God's power will be there to heal.
4. When heaven is opened, righteousness fills the land.
5. When heaven is opened, financial blessings will come readily to us.

7 Things that can Close Heaven over Me

1. Pride.
2. Spiritual complacency.
3. Habitual deliberate sinning.
4. Not tithing and giving.
5. Disunity in my church.
6. Unbelief.
7. Prayerlessness.

Random thoughts: Our home is both a sanctuary and a battlefield.
- sanctuary: a place to rest our tired physical body
- battlefield: a place to fight and resist the temptations of switching on the computer and distract you from studying (it's hard!)

2009-08-03T18:57:00.000+08:00

Feelin' down, REALLY down..
don't know how to start..
but the feeling you'll get is that you're useless and defeated!
arrghh!
maybe i'm exaggerating my problems..
but the pain in my head is sometimes just unbearable; makes you wanna bang your head against the wall!
what i want badly now is just a few days of break from everything..
just that..
but the increasing pressures due to the upcoming prelims and 'A's are making me mad..
only 99 days more!!!!
i just can't get all the concepts and everything right.. especially econs!!!!!!!!!!!
don't know what to do now, really......

2009-07-24T23:59:00.004+08:00

109 more days to 'A's!!!!
time flies! already 12 days since the last time i posted!
have been really busy catching up with all the school work lately..
it's gonna be the last lap of the 'A' level journey, and i'm sure that i do not wanna repeat year 2!
要咬紧牙关冲向前咯!
gambatte!
must not lose the study momentum; gotta keep it going!
this reminds me of mrs leong's catch-phrase: PRESS ON! :D
haha!
anw, i'm also glad that i'm able to blend into my new chem class finally! :)
though it's kinda stressful, but it's still worth it!
can force me to do my work! wahahaha!
oh man! feelin' sleepy... -.-
another 4 more hours of study before i can go home!
CHIONG AH!
(hope i won't fall asleep during service later =x)

2009-07-12T23:19:00.004+08:00

woohoo~
felt so much better aft praying.. :)
feel great to start my day tmr!! (wk 3! another 7 more wks till the next holiday comes.. -.-)
well, let's see...
121 more days to 'A's!!!!!!!!!
shall continue my countdown so i can feel the urgency as it comes round the corner..
hehe..
and yeah, wanna blog this post before my sch starts, or else i think i've got no time..
while fellowshippin' @ the central, a few of us came up with this list entitled "Cell Group A-Z"..
take a look at it & guess who's this person.... HAHAHA!

"Cell Group"...
- "Ah Meng"
- Brother
- Coordinator
- Dancer
- Entertainer
- "Fan De" a.k.a. 烦的
- Guitarist
- Helper
- Innovator
- Joker
- "Krapper"
- Lamer
- Mate
- Nagger
- Optimist
- "Perseverer"
- "Quacker"
- Robot
- Sister
- Talker
- Ultimate
- Vigorous
- Winner
- "Xcelerator"
- Yabber
- Zealot

hmm, maybe some of the characteristics does not really fit the person, as we have fully cracked our brains to think of the acronyms..
but try to make a guess ba! :) have fun!
perhaps we'll do more of these for other ppl too! LOL! hehehe

2009-07-07T23:59:00.002+08:00

what a busy day today!!
gym --> piano lesson --> drums lesson --> leaders' meeting!
but i've definitely enjoyed myself despite of the travelling and stuff.. :)
had PT today for gym; muscles aching! -.-
played scales, scales and more SCALES for piano...
for drums, learnt a few new fill-ins for the song 'ever ever after' by carrie underwood!!
(though it was really messed up, but what can i say? it's a process! HAHA!)
and the highlight for today: leaders' meeting with Rev. Dr. A.R. Bernard!
he shared a word on leadership which really impacted me.. :D
while janet and i were on our way home aft the meeting, i was engaged in a very interesting conversation with my mum..

Mum: 你在哪里？
Me: 在车里面，要回家了。
Mum: Ok. 等一下，你房间的桌子上有一封信。
Me: 哦。Hmmm, 为什么你讲到那封信好像很神秘？-.-
(just look at my mum's reply...)
Mum: Hmmm, 因为。。信上面。。写。。"private & confidential", 所以我不能拆开来读！
Me: (laughing hysterically! HAHA!)

it was sooooooooooo funny lo!!!! LOL! HAHAHAHAHA! ;)

2009-07-05T23:59:00.001+08:00

woah~ realised i've not been posting lately..
LOL!
well, sch has started, but we're still in the midst of the mid-year exams..
another 2 more papers to go! woohoo~
but aft which, the prelims will be here in no time.. :((
PERSEVERE! just another 4 mths and 25 days to go, and it'd all be over!!!!!!!!! :))
this whole week has so far been enjoyable! (except for the papers...)
most of all, today has been the best!
headed to marina square aft cgm with the w388 peeps..
guess what?
we were supposed to study there but ended up laughing all the way till almost 8pm! -.-
why?! all thanks to the 2 jokers: bing & cal.. (it's a longgggggg story...)

on top of that, wanna share my thoughts with every viewer here :)
during my QT, i've been reading the book of Proverbs, and meditating on this verse:

Proverbs 3:5-6
"Trust in the LORD with all your heart,
And lean not on your own understanding;
In all your ways acknowledge Him,
And He shall direct your paths."

the weird thing is this: i've encountered this verse 3 times in a week!
God is definitely trying to tell me sth.. hmmm..
well, think i'm lacking the trust I have in Him and has constantly been depending on my own strength and ability in doing things..
guess it's time for me to repent.. =x lol

and yeah, my room is sooooooooo muchhhhhhh cleaner now with everything in place!
i'm sure i'm gonna remove ALL the A-lvl related books aft A-lvls is over!!!! -.-!!!
WAHAHAHAHAHA!
anw, while I was packing my room, I found this small piece of paper with some things written on it.. it says...

Be careful of your thoughts, for your thoughts become your words.
Be careful of your words, for your words become your deeds.
Be careful of your deeds, for your deeds become your habits.
Be careful of your habits, for your habits become your character.
Be careful of your character, for your character becomes your destiny.

don't you find it true?!
it's time we should ponder over it..
have a great day! :D

Happy Early Birthday, MUMMY!!!

2009-06-26T23:59:00.004+08:00

HAPPY early BIRTHDAY TO YOU, MUMMY!!!!!!!!
my mum's actual b'day is on the 29th, but she requested for an early one due to her yoga class on tue night -.- (though that's also a belated one cos of my exams on mon & tue) HAHA!
anw, i brought her to mt faber, the jewel box, to celebrate with her!
and first up... the cable car ride!!
let's see what we have here...

The birthday woman!!! WAHAHAHA!

Really enjoying herself! :)

A view taken from the cable car..

Mummy and I!

What a gracious smile we have on our individual faces!

Looks kinda tired here.. >.< (think it's due to the flash!)

SOLO!

Solo pic of my mum!

aft a slow ride, we've reached SENTOSA!
made our way down to look for any dining places..
during the walk, we encountered the.......... majestic MERLION!

And my mum insisted on taking a photo with it.. -.- haha!

so finally settled down at our dining place aft looking for it for nearly 30min!
what took us so long?!
cos we went up and down the 4 continuous escalators for 2 times as we couldn't find the place -.-

Yummy~

"While the food boils, let me quench my thirst first!"

开动!

The soup tastes really nice!!!!! (serious)

and aft the meal...
another walk up the 4 escalators!
took some photos along the way too!

TIRED! >.<

Random shot..

Introducing the parrots!!

Oooooh, so adorable!!

What on earth is my mum doing?! Hmmm..

took the cable car back to mt faber and booked a cab to drive us to vivo!
while waiting for the cabby, took some more photos!!

The Jewel Box

And with my mum in the photo..

wondering what are we going to do at vivo so late at night?!
well..
of course is to have more food!!
WAHAHAHA!

Belgian Waffle Dream from Häagen-Dazs

and finally at bout 11.45pm, we headed home!

Real tired!! X.X

wanna thank my mum from the bottom of my heart for all that she has given to me!
no matter how hard it was, she'd definitely 'fight' for me till the end!!
whatever that i've asked her for, she'd - to her best ability - get it for me..
she has never demanded anything from me that is way beyond my reach!
her b'day gift this year? she didn't demand for any material gifts..
she just wants me to do pass my 'A' lvls well with flying colours!
i'm not gonna let her down this time!!
thank you once again for everything!
and most importantly, thank you God for blessing me with such a wonderful mum!! :D

Change!

2009-06-23T10:48:00.004+08:00

woo~ was too tired to post ytd, so decided to post sth now.. =)
was out with andy ytd to have our study session @ anchorpoint..
but we spent nearly 2h talking about some interesting topics! -.-
kinda inspired and amazed when we talked about the change in ppl..

sometimes, we keep focusing on the weaknesses of ppl, thinking that he/she will not change at all..
then we start to gossip about that person, with all the negative thoughts in our minds rather than believing that the person would change by telling him/her about the truth..
this is exactly what our carnal nature is like!
we would rather 'aim' at their weaknesses rather than their strengths..
by doing this, we ourselves do suffer too!
why put ourselves in this state?
the matter of fact is that all of us are created differently!
if everyone was to be made the same, then what is this life that we're living for..?
it'd be dull and boring!! -.-
a true friend will point out your weaknesses, constantly believing in you that you will definitely change for the better!
is this the way that we are treating our friends now?
it's time that we ponder about this.. =)

Sentosa Outing @ Tanjong Beach!

2009-06-21T23:58:00.004+08:00

yeah! what a great day to have an outing @ Sentosa!
went there with some ppl in w388, and 2 others from w427!
firstly, we settled our breakfast @ toastbox before heading down to beach station! :)
took the tram ride & finally decided to drop off @ tanjong beach!!
less ppl & more freedom! haha..
started with playing volleyball..
aft which, all of us headed to the water! COOLING~
took some photos of some nice views there!!

The clouds..

Another one..

and...
we began to bury royston!
why??
cos he lost the game and has to be forfeited!! ^^
and of course, it's his b'day on 22 june!

Poor Royston!

But he seemed to be enjoying himself!

of course not forgetting bing rong!
he really, really enjoyed being sun-tanned @ the beach!

"Hmm, my head is itchy!!!" *scratch*

finally, we left Sentosa @ bout 6pm with everyone being sun-burnt! -.-!
really painful! :(
HOWEVERRRRRR, we certainly enjoy ourselves there!!
hopefully we can organise another one in a few months' time!! :))

2009-06-20T00:24:00.003+08:00

back from SoS!
had a real great time listening to pastor's preaching on "transforming love"!
the presence of God was awesome!
was very touched indeed :)
"God, I'm deeper in love with You!"
learnt that our bodies are broken so that everyone around us can benefit from it!
I'll keep moving on and keep serving the ppl around me with love!
AMEN! XD

PS: a random shot taken on the bus whilst my mum and I are on our way to jurong east on tue :)
kinda weird but i still like it!
love you lots! >.<

Celebrity Weekend

2009-06-15T01:10:00.007+08:00

As promised!
The photos for Celebrity Weekend!
Take a loooooooooook! :)

Vivie & Liu Geng Hong

Ah Qin & Faye

Hmmm.. Forgot his name =x

F.I.R.!

Group photo taken together with them! :))

sry peeps, didn't manage to take photos of vanness, milk and other celebs.. :(

New Skin!

2009-06-14T21:59:00.002+08:00

FINALLY!
my new blog is up and ready!
still doing some editing to the page itself -.- (eyes popping out soon)
anw, had a great time ytd with xinyi & meiping @ celebrity weekend! :))
saw quite a number of celebs like liu geng gong, F.I.R. & vanness..
they ROCK!
shall upload the photos once i've transferred them into my desktop!
in the meantime, take a look @ this video! really HILARIOUS!

2009-05-17T04:55:00.003+08:00

it's 4.56am now, and i'm still outside :)
kinda tired -.-
currently @ Liang Court mac, with all the pub-goers all around me... =s
it's quite amazing to find that this place is still packed with ppl at this time!! (already going to 5am!)
HAHA..
was jus trying out my new routine of studying in the middle of the night..
and these are the deductions i've made so far:

1. There is absolutely NO WAY in which i can complete my GP & Econs hw at this time.
2. I can only focus more on Math in the middle of the night.
3. Think there's no incentive for me to come back here again to study on a sat night! Way too noisy!! -.- (not as what i predicted initially: peace & quiet)

oh well, gonna continue planning a new study routine.. :)
didn't post for the last few days due to all the endless tests that keep coming..
went for econs remedial on thu afternoon with jasmine, and the tutor said sth interesting..
a former student of hers is/was a president's scholar.. (WOAH!)
and... she said that this student actually summarised every single topic from the syllabus, and compiled them on just 1 page of a paper!!
was quite intrigued by this fact though, and it really makes me consider on trying this out too..
that's all folks!
think i'm heading home soon to have a good rest! :)

2009-05-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

school was kinda fun today..!
began my day with a 2.4km run during PE -.-!
REALLY EXHAUSTING! (esp you haven't been doing PE for a month! gosh!)
a good work out though :)
got our essay assignment back with IMPROVED results! take a look!!

You may think it's still a fail, but it's already an improvement made from 16-18 marks range for me! PTL! must not be complacent too!!!!

Comments written by Mrs Leong..
Encouraging, except for the incomplete thingy -.- haha
PRESS ON!

had a 3-hour long GP lesson today!!!
managed to make a new fren during remedial too! :)
so after a long and tiring day, i headed off to PS for my drums make-up lesson..
i'm REALLY excited to know that i've kinda promoted to the next book! WOOHOO~
may be learning a few songs for the next few lessons! yeah!

Drums book 2! :)

took these photos while studying with janet & pearlyn @ liang court..
it was an exhilarating experience we had there!
you can ask those 2 jokers if you wanna know more... HAHA!
*signing off*

2009-05-10T23:59:00.002+08:00

complications.
confused.

had our cgm @ eunos this afternoon..
thks pearlyn for the cake! it's nice.. :)
aft which, i met up with melissa @ bukit batok to have our study session!
she was rushing the gp essay furiously! -.-
we studied till bout 10.30pm, and headed home after that :)

2009-05-06T21:18:00.003+08:00

SYF is finally... and officially over! *roars*

SYF over = STUDY TIME increases!
the performance today was great!
really enjoyed myself throughout the day despite of the nervousness and anxiety that has been built upon for the past few months..
WE GOT A SILVER!
think some of us were quite disappointed when we heard about the results, as we were aiming for a gold initially..
nevertheless, i think the band did a great job today! PRESS ON!
took some photos with my section peeps before leaving sch.. HAVE A LOOK! :)

Ria & I

EU-BONE SECTION!!

Me & Jolinne

Me & Idris

EUPHO SECTION! (love this effect!)

A proper one...

Jolinne, Ria & I

i'm gonna start counting down for MYE, prelims and 'A' lvls soon!! -.-

BOOST!

2009-05-03T23:59:00.004+08:00

3 more days to SYF!

time really flies! jus 3 more days!!! OMG!
HAHA!
well, shall blog about ytd first..
dr steve munsey rocks man!
really love the drama he has put up for all of us in church ytd..
LOVE ON THE REBOUND!
was really, really touched by his msg.. :)
aft the svc, i went to changi with gx..
had a sumptuous meal @ sakae..
take a look @ this huge bowl below!!

Woo~

Half-filled.. -.-

The bowl is even bigger than his head sia!

TODAY!
started my day by waking up @ 5.20am in the morning doing songsheets!
first time man!
no idea why i'm super duper HIGH today.. :)
quite upset that i didn't play well for cgm today.. :(
hands kinda stiff (no idea what happened)..
well anw, for cgm, we did sth special..
all of us were asked to prophesy for another person..
kinda COOL!
it really shows how much faith you have in God, and how well do you move in the spirit, hearing from Him..
hope i'll do better the next time!
aft which, i headed for my piano lesson..
my teacher told me that i played well for the first time!
"weird", i told myself (can play piano well but not guitar).. hmmm...
so aft lesson, i headed to tiong to meet up with janet and pearlyn for a study session..
quite efficient! all thks to me! HAHA! (you can ask janet for the reason)
taken some photos while studying.. TAKE A LOOK! :D

Extra pair of hands -.-

Icic..
That's the "owner" of the pair of hands..

First time lo.. HAHA!

Pearlyn's mugging..

ME TOO! ;)

guess this post is a lengthy one..
was telling janet too, that i'll post a long one tonight..
as my title for this post suggests, i feel that i'm BOOSTED once again!
during my several bus rides today, i did a lot of self-reflection sessions..
come to think of it, these few weeks haven't been a smooth-sailing one for me, due to the fact that there're lots of extra practices which lead to the upcoming SYF competition..
there's even not a break given during the labour day holiday.. -.-
pathetic, isn't it?! (but enjoyed it though, so it's still okay!)
haven't been fellowshipping with the cg peeps for these 3 weeks too..
gonna join them on this coming sat again! yippee!!
feel kinda drifted away from them.. haiz..

however, i'm determined to help unite this cg!
nothing is impossible to him who believes!
was inspired by what faji always says..
"if i can't change everyone, i'll change one person at a time"..
yeah, taking small steps instead of big ones at a time..
sometimes i'd ask myself..
"what do i really wanna do for this cg?"
and my reply would be "helping to change the lives of every individual in this cg"..
it comes with building relationship with the ppl, having commitment and the willingness to help these ppl..
certainly, there're times you'd feel extremely worn out..
that is the time when you should look up to God, and to ask Him for His divine strength..
this passion would soon be gone if nth is done!
an analogy would be in terms of mastering skills in instrument playing..
for example, i'm currently learning piano, drums and guitar (excluding eupho)..
while doing my self-reflections, i came to think about it, and realised that one thing which you can always do to ignite the passion once again is to find sth interesting that would boost your willingness in wanting to take up that instrument again..
like learning your favourite songs!!
same for the above scenario..
what is the ultimate aim in helping these ppl to grow in the kingdom of God?

it also applies to studies!
what is your ultimate goal in wanting to study hard?
getting a degree in uni? overseas studies? PhD?
whatever it is, all of us struggle in certain subjects!!
the most important question to ask ourselves will be "would you give up just like that?"
i've been constantly struggling with econs -.-
all this while, i've got this mentality that tells me there's no hope for me in taking this subject..
but my friends, this is the time that you have to make an important decision..
a firm stand telling yourself that "YOU CAN DO IT!"
fill yourself with whatever positive thoughts you can think of!
i can assure you that this works! :)
it just doesn't work if you're still sitting on fences..
hope that aft the competition, i'll devote more of my time in bucking up for this subject!
TIME TO MOVE ON TO A WHOLE NEW LEVEL!

2009-04-27T23:46:00.004+08:00

9 more days to SYF!

today's a MONDAY!
somehow there's always this monday blues kind of thingy.. -.-
quite irritating i guess..
haha.. anw, got back my complex numbers test results..
really shocked to see that i got 14/18!
this is totally unexpected cos i admit that i didn't study for it.. just glanced through the notes..
PTL! :)
also did a re re-test for my econs paper.. screwed it all up! :(
haiz..
i really, really, really wished that i could score at least an E, and that would cheer me up already..
well, gonna prepare the inflation essay test which is held this coming wed and do my homework now..

oh yeah oh yeah, as SYF is coming very, very soon, i would like to share sth about the song which we're going to play..
our choice piece is entitled "Stabat Mater Dolorosa," which is translated as "The Sorrowful Mother Stood.."
according to wikipedia, this song meditates on the suffering of Mary, Jesus Christ's mother, during His crucifixion..
click here to find out more! :)
look for me if you wanna listen to the song! haha!
that's all!

2009-04-25T22:59:00.003+08:00

11 more days to SYF!

today's meet-the-parents session for all JC2 peeps..
gosh, quite disturbed actually cos i've got majority of negative feedback from all my STs, saying that i'm very weak in those subjects..
i shld really do sth about it asap!
"SheR, it's not time to give up now! press on!"
hmm, come to think of it, i've got less than 7 months left..
gonna jiayou le! :)
had an awesome time @ the republic cultural centre with the band..
rehearsed the same old songs over and over again.. -.-!
my lips are so numb now.. lol
think we played better for overture no. 2 compared to stabat..
WAHAHA!
aft the rehearsal, the eupho and trombone section began to take lots and lots of photos....
it was hilarious! HAHAHAHAHAHA!
i shall upload all of them aft i get them from my frens :)
*exclusive* i've got 2 photos taken during the showcase on wed.. take a look!

The seats in the auditorium

The stage

My favourite one! Love this angle :)

woo~

2009-04-24T23:58:00.003+08:00

12 more days to SYF!

time flies today!!
HAHA, perhaps there are too much break le.... -.-
hmm, nth much happened today..
but decided to try out sth new :)
aft mei xian came to collect the classical guit, i headed off to people's park complex to begin my self-study session @ mac..
kind of successful i guess :p
and while i was studying, suddenly i heard a loud smashing sound caused by the scattering of bits and pieces of glass which fell to the ground..
and lo and behold, i looked up and saw the cracked glass window.. lol
attracted a small crowd of people there kaypoing.. haha
so came home @ about 11.30pm, and decided to blog this..
OH YES OH YES! i finally got the video for the performance!!
haiz, saw that my right hand was kinda lethargic on that day, perhaps was due to my nervousness =s
HAHA! anw, it's over!
jus taking this as an opportunity to know my weaknesses and to change them! :)
as promised, it has been uploaded! feel free to view!

"Pioneer's Got Talent" showcase (CS)

2009-04-23T22:53:00.000+08:00

13 more days to SYF!

the no. of days left in being part of PJCSB are getting smaller...
that also means more and more intense trainings! -.-
think we are able to clinch a gold this time round!! :)
gonna jiayous le!!!!
and yeah! cailing and i did it again!
we put up a great performance ytd @ the concourse ytd!
kind of nervous when i saw the stage set-up and the backstage ppl getting ready the equipment to get the showcase started..
we were the third group to be up on stage performing..
and seriously, the group before us were way too 'zai' for us to be competing with them! =s
they are really PRO!
HAHA!
anw, my microphone gave me a 'heart-attack' man!
it was way too soft!! but no choice, it was already the actual thing.. lol
well, think it's still a fantastic exposure for cailing and myself to be standing in front of our fellow pioneers performing..
really really had so much fun!
what actually makes our day were all the positive feedback we've received :)
come to think about it, i definitely didn't regret making my choice of joining "Pioneer's Got Talent.."
ROCK ON!
oh yeah oh yeah! cailing's fren captured a short video of our performance!! shall upload it asap once i got it! hehe, so stay tuned!

The New Me?

2009-04-18T22:48:00.006+08:00

4 more days to "Pioneer's Got Talent" showcase!
18 more days to SYF!

just realised that my schedule is so fully packed!
especially for this coming week, i'll only be home everyday aft 9pm, except for tue and fri.. -.-!
really gotta depend on God's divine strength even more to pull through this hectic period..
balances between church, studies, CCA and many others have to be done asap!
no more procrastination! :)

a sudden thought came to my mind while i am blogging this, thinking of a title for this post..
guess you readers would be wondering why i put that eh?!
well, i feel that i've changed to become a better person since the day i stepped into PJC..
looking back, i would say that my life here is definitely not a smooth-sailing one..
new environment, new friends and new challenges!
to be honest, ppl who knew me since sec sch years would know better that i'm not the study kind of person..
however, i still ended up being in a JC.. very dots right?
remembering once that i consulted karen on whether i shld take the poly or the JC route..
she challenged me to consider the JC route, so as to enlarge my capacity... =s
i was indeed struggling a little aft i made that decision..
i'm still struggling now though...
as u know (and i guess you would have heard), JC is full of ppl who are constantly competing with one another in terms of results..
kinda stress though, but you just gotta be used to it.. :)
and that's the reason why my sec schmates said that i have changed!
what is the it then? i guess most of them would say that i've become more hardworking.. hehe! :p
apart from that, making this choice to become part of PJC has made me to become a more responsible person..
i started by making the effort to wake up early to catch a bus from chinatown to PJC, which is situated in CCK! -.-!

what is another thing which i've been fighting mentally about?
it is regarding my CCA..
being in band has always been my passion; to play and produce quality music as a big family..
the past one year in band seemed to be like a living hell for me..
whenever there're practices, i fought with all my heart to force myself reluctantly to attend them despite of the fact that i've still yet to find out the reaons behind all these weird behaviours of mine..
just last month, i even had the thought of giving up my heavy CCA commitments, so as to treat it as an escape route to relieve this pain..
it's only until when the J1s came in this year in feb/mar, then my world turned ard..
i've got to say that they're really a bunch of fun, crazy and loving ppl to be with!
whenever i see them (or sometimes i don't), they would always be calling your name, to somehow acknowledge your presence just by simply saying a hi to you..
this made my life in band much less miserable for the past 1 month :)
this 9h i had in band today from 8am-5pm had been great!
wanna say that i love my section lots!
i feel that the trombone and euphonium section is so united, like a family.. ROCK ON! XD
"another 18 more days to go, and it'll be over soon..."
is it a gd or a bad thing?!
i've still yet to make a stand...

Pic taken today in the band storeroom.. :p

2009-04-16T23:43:00.004+08:00

woo~ what a long day i had!! (even though i didn't go for band prac)
aft sch, we had our lunch and then the 3 of us headed to the library to make good use of our time there to study =)
then suddenly, cailing's reaction to an sms caught my attention cos she was so shocked!
i asked her why and she passed her phone to me...
AND THEN >>>>>>>>>>>>> WE REALISED THAT WE GOT THROUGH THE AUDITION!!!!
WAHAHAHAHA!
we were super duper excited man!
i didn't have the mood to even study for my econs test aft knowing the results! LOL! XD
yeah, the finals for "Pioneer's Got Talent" will be held in a few weeks' time, but there'll also be a showcase next wed..
kinda nervous, but i know we're going to make a great team!!
the song's been chosen, and hope it'd turn out well this time round! :)
gotta chiong my assignments le!
TATA!

2009-04-13T16:39:00.004+08:00

back here blogging aft 4 days of break! :)
didn't go to sch today again due to a slight fever :(
so kind of slacking now, b4 going to read my lecture notes later as i've missed 2 lectures today!!! haiz..
anw, wanna say that the easter production was great!!!
really appreciate the efforts put in by the actors and actresses..
they have indeed done a superb job in making this easter a fruitful one for all of us!
*applause* and kudos to all of them!
ytd, pearlyn, janet, royston and i headed to tampines aft watching the easter production..
had our meals @ kopitiam :)
bumped into faji and his gf there.. what a small world! HAHA!
aft which, we went to the kappa store located inside the new shopping mall..
managed to grab hold of a buy 1 get 1 free deal!
MUAHAHAHA!
in the end, got 2 pairs of shoes @ the price of 1, which is $89.90!
got myself a red and a brown one :)

Results!

2009-04-09T23:44:00.003+08:00

hohoho!
got back my PW results today!
glad to say that i got a B!
well, not expecting anything much higher than that..
quite happy le :)
so far, i've got 'B's for both my chinese and PW..
still working towards my goal of getting at least a B for every other subject..
PRESSING ON! XD

2009-04-08T23:37:00.007+08:00

great to be back here blogging!
i was not feeling very well this morning, so didn't made it for sch today.. :(
aft i woke up @ bout 3.30pm, my mum brought me to see a doc @ queenstown polyclinic..
guess what? it closed just when we reached -.-!
thus, we headed to the private clinic @ tiong bahru..
was diagnosed with sth known as "Chondromalacia Patella," a kind of kneecap pain..
think was caused by all the jumping during PE ytd.. LOL!
gotta force all the drugs down into my throat again!!! (refer to pic above)
haiz..
really gonna cut down on my weight le.. =x
I WANNA GO RUNNING AGAIN!! HAHA!

The Great Turnover

2009-03-27T17:48:00.008+08:00

self-reflection.......
commons tests are just over and i gotta get ready for a brand new study term ahead!
really admit that i didn't really focus much in my revision of the tests during the one-week holiday, and i really, really regret it :(
managed to do some serious self-reflection this time round to ensure same mistakes will not be committed again...
most importantly: to get the results i wanna achieve at the end of this year! :)
SheRyL, it's still not too late to start!!!!

The Top 10 "Gotta Dos" for the Rest of This Year Leading to the 'A' Levels!

1. STOP PROCRASTINATING, SheRyL!!!!
2. Pray, and let God do the rest!
3. Get rid of every distraction that comes my way (music, TV, computer etc...).
4. Study hours of 15 hours/week (home revision EVERYDAY).
5. Time management! (can't be busy all the time -.-!)
6. Listen attentively during lectures and tutorial classes. (ESSENTIAL!)
7. Exercise have a balanced diet.
8. Do every assignment!
9. Have quality time with my friends too.
10. Reduce the amount of entertainment time. (hmmm...)

well, i hope to implement this "gotta dos" in my schedule starting from next mon, 30.3.2009..
hmm, really pray it'll turn out well :D
there's a saying: the going gets tough & the tough surely gets going!!
but with an ultimate and truly magnificent God who is always right beside me, i'm 100% sure that i'll overcome the odds and experience a major breakthrough in my life!
through it all, i wanna cross the finishing line and proclaim that....

"I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the FAITH."
~ 2 Timothy 4:7

AMEN! XD

2009-03-24T22:18:00.003+08:00

today was econs paper! (the "101" paper which i'm MOST AFRAID OF!)
i screwed up the whole paper & didn't manage to finish it either..
however, it was a great attempt though... :)
gonna do better for MYE!
went home to take a nap from 4-5.30pm before heading to PS for my drums lesson...
learnt 2 new fill-ins today!! AWESOME!
think i'm more suited for drums compared to any other instruments :D
LOL!
there's just this burning passion inside me to wanna accomplish more in this!
just a matter of time! YEAH!

early this morning, my mum set off to catch her flight to shanghai @ changi...
really, really, REALLY misses her!!!!!!!! :(
was quite 'depressed' in a way, and felt very, very uneasy...
but decided to pray bout it!
was feeling much better after that! :)
sometimes you just gotta take that little step to pray even if you feel reluctant to do so....
it ALWAYS feels great after praying!!
you feel strengthened, encouraged and full of FAITH to keep you going for the next day!!
thank God You're with us all the time!

wanna share this video with everyone too!
it's the music video for the song "Your Call" by Secondhand Serenade..
a VERY nice song!

2009-03-22T23:59:00.002+08:00

whew... just finished doing PART of my hsekeeping -.-
HAHA!
gotta slp on the floor from now on :)
reason being? ------------------> it just feels comfortable to me...
some would be thinking i'm out of my mind! LOL!
anyways, kind of like my new layout for my room....
spacious, tidy & clean!! YEAH!
well, for today, went for makeup cgm tgt with some of w388 peeps @ boon lay..
the ppl in w427 - led by faji also - are soooooo friendly! :D
had a great meeting tgt with them (although i'm kinda STRESSED UP abt my guit playing =x)!
headed down to JP for lunch aft that..
then, kian hwee, yan ci and pearlyn came to my hse!
learnt 2 new songs while i practise my guit today too!
they are 'your call' & 'maybe' by secondhand serenade.. VERY, VERY NICE SONGS INDEED!
MUST LISTEN!! HAHA!

Internal Struggles

2009-03-19T23:22:00.002+08:00

internal struggles.... i asked myself.......
i've been seriously wondering y exactly am i facing this prob, and i've yet to get an ans from anyone....
perhaps since young, i've always been the one trying to solve my own problems, the only one seeking for solutions to all these; to the extent that i'd keep everything to myself (even till now)...
overly independent?! i doubt so!
guess it's the matter of who exactly r the ones i can trust and depend on...
this kind of insecurity has been troubling me all this while.....
God, i wanna come out of it!
i've started to even think that i'm a person with super low self-esteem....
small criticisms & mini actions done can hurt me lots, and eventually, causing me to think lowly of myself..
is it normal for me to be thinking this way????

apart from that...........................
there's always this saying: ALWAYS HAVE THE END IN MIND!
it also means to place our focus on the results and not on the problems, which leads me to start doubting myself..
reason being: when i always have the end in mind, focusing on the process in getting my way there at the same time, it ALWAYS DIDN'T TURN OUT THE WAY IT SHLD HAVE BEEN IN MY MIND!
it just irritates me!
what exactly do i mean?
tests which i actually studied for didn't turn out well...
tests which i think i'll flung them turned out to be alright whereas those i have confidence in didn't turn out well according to my expectations....
worse still, everything which i think it'll happen didn't become a reality and vice versa...
i might as well just keep focusing on the negative in order to achieve the positive?!
it sounds psychotic!
no one would actually think this way!! DEFINITELY NO!
but it is just happening to me right now! OH GOSH!! :(
guess my friends would ask me to pray and leave it up to God to deal with it..
the matter of fact is that it's also happening in my spiritual walk!
i'm really, really going bonkers soon!!! !@#$%^&*
can someone really help me out?!!!!!!!!!!

SHALL KEEP PRAYING TILL MIRACLES HAPPEN! I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I CANNOT DO IT!

2009-03-17T23:59:00.001+08:00

I BROKE MY RECORD MAN! full 12 hours of slp -.-!!!
was awaken @ 12.30pm by all those 'annoying' phone calls and smses...
hmm, can say wanna thk them for that too (in a way).. :)
slacked till 5pm before heading down to tiong to meet up with shuwen!
had sakae sushi with her.. jus think that their food rocks!!
aft which, i met up with the regulars, krys, her bf rupert & andy, to catch the movie "coming soon" @ JP.. (forced by andy!!! haha)
while waiting for andy, we settled down @ old town white coffee to have my FAVOURITE "iced fire polo bun!'
jus one word: SENSATIONAL!!!!!!!! (price is quite reasonable too)
and finally, we hit the theatres @ 9.20pm..
the movie on the whole was quite okay, jus hate those gory gory parts here & there....... -.-
nearly scared me to death! humph!
think that's about it for today :)

2009-03-14T23:59:00.004+08:00

HOLIDAYS ARE HERE! BUT>>>>>>>>>
HOLIDAYS = EVEN MORE REVISION TIME!! -.-!!!
there're only about 10 more days!! GOSH!
gotta work doubly hard, and aim for at least a PASS in every subject..
did some target-setting this week too!

General Paper - D
Mathematics - A
Physics - D
Economics - D
Chemistry - C

"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me."
~ Philippians 4:13

went for "Sentosa Raiders" tis morning! TEAM 25 ROCKS!
though we did not emerge as the top few winning teams, nevertheless, all of us still enjoyed ourselves =)
aft which, the 10 of us, together with faji, headed down to church via the buses that are catered for all participants for tis event..
for svc, we're so honoured to have Rev. Paul Scanlon to share a word with us!
the things he shared about the 'bus ministry' are just so interesting and fascinating! LOL!
enjoyed laughing and giggling a lot throughout the whole preaching.. -.-
so at bout 7.30pm, we headed down to PS to meet candice for dinner.. (YUMMY!)
had a sumptuous meal @ the newly renovated kopitiam.. =D
and finally, HOME SWEET HOME @ bout 10.15pm!! >.<

2009-02-25T23:10:00.003+08:00

great to be back here blogging!
well, have been quite busy with sch work these few weeks, so didn't get a chance to post -.-
can say that this journey to the 'A's is gonna be tough, or shld i say it is already tough......
and, right before you know it, i'm getting back my MT results next fri!!! GOSHH!
gonna pray, and pray even harder for astounding news and report! STAY TUNED! =)

for the past one month, things happened so fast..
in church, in sch, my personal life.......
nevertheless, i'm still putting my trust in Him!!
believing for major breakthroughs!!!!!
IT'S GONNA HAPPEN, AND I'M GOING TO MAKE THINGS HAPPEN!!

2009-01-10T23:59:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyo! thinking of posting now with this incredible & extraordinary msg preached during svc today.. =)
to begin......... some things which i've learnt:

~ We will not be judged according to our sins!
~ What we do with the cross determines how we're going to spend eternity.
~ The way we live as believers determines where we'll spend eternity.

and some special points taken which have impacted me:

3 keys to knowing your calling
1. Seek God earnestly.
2. Being planted in the local church.
3. Not being entangled.

this msg has really helped me to understand more things concerning my calling as a christian!
YEAH! i believe i'll have a great destiny to fulfill!

2009-01-05T23:31:00.002+08:00

BYE BYE 2008, WELCOME 2009!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
new year, new resolutions eh?!
well...... basically, i wanna score well for my 'A' levels!!!!!!!!!
2008 has been a great year for me though, but i strongly believe that 2009 will be even better!
be it physically, spiritually or mentally.......... =)
new goals too, i guess?!
and yeah, realised that i've been picking up new hobbies too!
e.g. studying & reading!!
so obsessed with them now.. HAHA!
alright, i know this post is kinda random...
but still, i wanna wish everyone a happy 2009 ahead!
God bless you!

Australia Trip (9-15 November 2008) PART V

2008-12-07T02:15:00.011+08:00

Day 6 (14 November 2008)

first stop of the day: Sydney Fish Market!

Sydney Fish Market

Some of the shops inside

My parents!

Outdoor view

Parents eating their sushis -.- look at my dad! HAHA!

Hmmm.. Forgot what's the name of the bridge.....

next up........... BLUE MOUNTAINS!
the tourist attraction here is the unique 'three sisters'!
take a look!

World Heritage Plaza

Look at the background! It's the 'three sisters'!

The greenery!

COOL! The Queen actually came here 54 years ago!

Group photo of our tour group!

Individual shot!

Close-up view

Decided to take a photo of these flowers! So beautiful!

Scenic World

Statues of the 'three sisters'

This tram is slanted 58 degrees (if i remembered clearly)! Try taking it! It's fun (seriously)!

Coal mine

Tools

Just a tree..

Info about the tree fern

Can you see the huge split in the middle of the trunk? It's actually caused by a lightning strike!

Cableway

Nearer view

My mum & I in the cable car

View of the 'three sisters' taken from the cable car

Mum & Dad

so aft viewing the scenery at the blue mountains, we took a nearly 2 hours ride back down the mountains to DFO (Direct Factory Outlet) for a shop!

Entrance of DFO

on our way back to the hotel, jus managed to snap a photo of the line found on the road..
if u did notice it, the line in singapore is usually white or yellow.. but in australia, it's blue!

The blue line

Day 7 (15 November 2008)

time really flies! it's already the last day......

Final photo of the hotel room

And with my parents inside the photo

Table & cupboard

The toilet

Taken whilst on a last minute shopping

With my mum

With my dad (sulky look)

With my dad (cheerful look)

The three of us

The cable bus I call it!

The busy streets

and finally, on the plane waiting for take-off! =(
but......... we took this flight on SQ234!
the interior is jus so different from the other SQ planes!
take a look!!!!!!!!

Cool eh?!

The cabin

Look at the screen! So nice lo!

Took off le....

The table

that's all folks, for my australia trip! do come back to see more of the hong kong trip which i went with the BMCB peeps from 20-24 november! =D

Australia Trip (9-15 November 2008) PART IV

2008-12-02T15:46:00.020+08:00

DAY 5 (13 November 2008)

to start off the post, i'm gonna show u a very unglam photo of mine..
all thanks to my DAD! -.- take a looooook......

Pic of me SLEEPING!!!! GOSH!

so aft waking up, it was time to leave the hotel, and to take a domestic flight to..........
SYDNEY!!!!!!!

Pic of the hotel room before leaving

Toilet

some pics of the lobby..........

about 2 hours have passed...... we finally reached the Brisbane airport!

Virginblue

...

.....

AND>>>>>>>> we've arrived in SYDNEY!
went straight to sydney aquarium upon arrival..

Performance

New breed of bird found (not found in Brisbane before)

Bridge

inside the sydney aquarium.....

Baby lobsters??!

Some kind of animal swimming! Don't know if it's an iguana...

Fishies!

Iguana/Komodo dragon?!

Mum taken with the poster showing how to differentiate between a crocodile and an alligator

Mudskipper

Crocs!

Snake

Froggy

Seahorses

Octopus

Lobster

Another lobster (think so... haha)

Penguin!

Four baby penguins!

Weird creatures.... -.-

Jellyfishes

Antarctic Expedition Heard Island

Lionfish

Ocean's Deadliest Predators

Huge stingray!

I just find this pic so adorable!! =D

Huge turtle!

Shark

photos taken with my mum..

and some random pics outside the aquarium!

next destination: Sydney Opera House!

Super nice photo taken! YEAH!

My parents

Mummy & I

Mummy & I (forgot what's the name of the bridge)

Daddy & I

Alone..

See that beam of light?!!!! Just so AMAZING!

Nice view of the opera house and the bridge

ME!

Read the stuff behind us!

See that small 'island' in the middle?! That's actually used to imprison those inmates who are going to be executed!! Not in use anymore!

Art gallery of NSW

Mercure (our hotel)

Lift lobby

Main lobby

424

Queen Victoria

This amazing clock inside the Queen Victoria building will show us some interesting stuff every hour of the day!

This is one of them: It shows some history of this country!

Look at the middle one! COOL! It's taken place on my birthday, long before I was even born! =D

Christmas tree!

READ IT! 15 000 SWAROVSKI CRYSTALS!

The inside...

Some pics

while walking to a departmental store, we saw this............
the magnificent Sydney Tower!

and we decided to go in aft buying my stuff!
some photos taken can be found below!

that's all for now! come back again to view the LAST POST of my australia trip! TATA!

Australia Trip (9-15 November 2008) PART III

2008-11-29T11:06:00.013+08:00

DAY 4 (12 November 2008)

to start off the day, we headed to a place called Superbee! it's a place full of honey products!
they also explained the extraction process of honey too!
as we entered, all of us were enthralled by this little friend who greeted us!
what/who could it be.........? LOOK BELOW! =)

This talking parrot! It knows how to be angry too! HAHA!

"The Great Divide" I call it.. It is a line which cuts the middle of Brisbane & New South Wales!
Left - Brisbane, Right - New South Wales

Brrr... WINDY!

The sea

Mummy & I

The lighthouse

on our way to the next destination, i managed to capture this....

Caravan sales! COOL!

and.............. we reached the fruit farm!

He's (don't know his name) giving a talk about the fruits they grow there

Taking sth...

Tractor!

Parents together with the tractor! (big eh?!)

Fruits...

MACADAMIA

I call it the pure macadamia! Extremely nice!

Timber?

The South Pacific Garden

Orange tree! (if i remembered correctly...)

Nice flowers!

Forgot what r these called.. =x

Treasure Island

Photo taken during the little train ride!

Swans!

Look at how big they r!!!

Ducky!

Young ones! Those in black...

Horse

Young moo-moos drinking milk!

Meh-meh

Donkey

Forgot what r they called.. -.-

My parents together with the horse

More meh-mehs!

Signboard

next destination: pacific fair shopping centre! it's the biggest shopping centre in brisbane!

Some of the shops there

More shops...

Vehicle cut into half

Target

Coles

target and coles are the departmental stores there! =D

2 more posts b4 i conclude my whole trip! do visit! =)

Australia Trip (9-15 November 2008) PART II

2008-11-27T01:04:00.017+08:00

DAY 3 (11 November 2008)

first stop of the day: Dreamworld

Family photo in front of Dreamworld's entrance

Ooh! Mascots Kenny & Belinda!

Wiggles World

MEN

WOMEN

their toilet signs r just so creatively made!

Another kind of bird found!

The Wiggles Shop

Billabong Restaurant! (nv heard of it eh?!)

Railway track

Tower of Terror (T.O.T.)

Australian Wildlife Experience

Just happened to see this bird walking past, so took a shot of it >.<

KOALAS!!!

AND....... aft walking for quite some time, my FAVOURITE animals appeared!!
they r KANGAROOS!!!!!!!

Soothing & feeding the young one...

Duckies! (also waiting for the kangaroo food)

MY FAVOURITE PHOTO OF ALL!

It ignored me... :( haha

Dad's turn to feed

WAH! an army of kangaroos!

An individual photo!

Crocs!

Eh...... Not sure what r they called..... But very unique!

"Shaving" off the sheep's skin show

Treated for a cup of tea and some bread aft the show

A very adorable animal! But, also forgot its name -.-

The famous parrot there...

KOALA!

Photo taken of me during the tram ride

Finally.......... LUNCH TIME!

Western food again!!

Hmm, an unwanted guest appeared while having our meals! HAHA!

The SUPER DUPER big screen!

Some shops....

BABY TIGER CUB!

I just love this pose!

coming up........ individual photo taken with the crocs!
fake crocs of course! or we'd have been eaten up a long time ago.. -.-

Never seen my dad so cheerful before.. First time lo!

Anw, next up........... TIGER SHOW!

White tiger

The normal tiger, a lazy one indeed (can slp until like that)

Taking a walk?!

Strolling cat

This one too...

Without further ado, i'm gonna show u some pics taken during the performance!

aft the performance, time to take photos of ourselves! HAHA!

Me pointing that white tiger!

My cute mummy..

The Claw

Gold Rush Country

Think that's 'White Water World'.. (didn't get to go there)

in the evening, we headed to a very spec place in Brisbane to see something which glows at night! but as we were waiting for the bus, we saw tis SUPER huge jeep parked in front of the hotel's entrance! TAKE A LOOK!

Dad & Mum together with the jeep

Me with that HUGE jeep!

Mantra Legends Hotel

Those spots u see are actually glow worms! =p (these r the glowing things i'm taking about!)

we were treated to a 'surprise' mini performance by this guy...

Eh, forgot his name & forgot what is he playing.. =x

Another pic of him playing the....???

Whee! another day of fun-filled activities!
STAY TUNED to http://musicfanatic91.blogspot.com for more upcoming parts of my trip!

Australia Trip (9-15 November 2008) PART I

2008-11-25T11:25:00.022+08:00

DAY 1 (9 November 2008)

an exciting day to begin with!
headed to kbox @ downtown east together with jan, mun, guni, pearlyn, cal..
and here r the pics below!

At the kbox.....

BLEAHZ!

Bang the wall! HAHA!

We're being punished :(

Janet Ong!

Munyee & I

Calvin & I

Guni

so aft an enjoyable time at the kbox, we headed to have our dinner @ Fish & Co., Changi..
as time was running out, i gobbled up my food quickly and chiong towards terminal 3..
thank God i made it! *phew
then check in....... blah blah blah...... and..........
it was time to go in le...

CG peeps & my family!

Janet & I

boarded the plane..
slept for a few hours and............

DAY 2 (10 November 2008)

Rise & shine!

Ooh! Fluffy clouds!

Bus with a small container containing our luggages! SOO CREATIVE!

upon arrival, we headed to macdonalds before going to movie world!!

Daddy & mummy!

Warner Bros Movie World

Movie World

Batwing (OMG!)

Superman Escape

The track.... -.-!!!!!

Road Runner Roller Coaster

"That's all folks!"

The 3 piggys inside the boxes

The 'dungeon' cam...

This 4D animation is SOOOO EXCITING!

The inside...

Doesn't this look very real?! BUT IT'S NOT! HAHA! Only a painting...

'Big bird' found!

Old times....

A graveyard in Movie World?!!

Front view of Movie World inside

COWBOYS

COWGIRLS

Scooby-Doo Store (CLOSED!)

Scooby-Doo Spooky Coaster (under maintenance -.-)

"Look at those!"

Gotham City Hall

Yummy meal!

Rubbish bin which says "WASTE PLEASE"

Scooby-Doo show

Some shops...

With Flash & Green Lantern!

With Bugs Bunny!

With Sylvester!

MUMMY & I!

Restaurant

DANCE HEADS RECORDING STUDIO (very funny! but i didn't try it though)

Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (it's jus a shop)

Austin Powers

Bugs Bunny

Wonderwoman

Fred, Velma & Daphne (dk where's velma -.-)

Scooby-Doo & Shaggy

Shrek

Catwoman

Batman

全家福

Parents together with the Speed Racer car

aft a long and tiring day, and........ HOTEL, HERE WE COME!
our room no.: 507
nice view too!

Room 507

Other hotels around..

Nice view from the hotel's balcony

STAY TUNED FOR THE LATER PARTS! COMING SOOOOOOOON! =DD

2008-11-12T17:43:00.002+08:00

TIME TO POST AGAIN!
well, my current location now is at Queensland!
kinda cold here... -.- brrrr...
anyway, really having a great time here..
do stay tuned to get an overall 'presentation' of my trip aft 16 nov! :)

in addition, i really wanna thank God for sth which i've not posted..
(which was supposed to be posted last week....)
anddddd......... the thing is..............................
i've got promoted to J2!
time to work hard again!!
hehe.. okok, gotta log off soon!!

2008-10-22T22:33:00.002+08:00

back to posting again!
well, got back all my promos results..
did quite badly though! -.-|||
out of everything, i'm only satisfied with my math results, as i got my very first A! :)
HOWever, the rest of them were like............................ (guess u shld know what i mean)
even with these, i still wanna thank my one and only God in heaven who has been watching over me, comforting me, and of course, blessing me..
jus wanna say that even if i fall down once, i'm still able to get up and continue to walk!
it's not the end of my life yet!!
i'm always constantly telling myself to continue keeping on!!
"SHERYL! don ever give up!"
i kept reminding myself..
hmm, right now, still thinking about my "soon-future" plans..
whether to appeal for a transfer or a change in subject combi............
"oh GOD! what do u think?"

Birthday Celebration (PART II)

2008-10-16T22:56:00.013+08:00

Welcome back to PART II of my Birthday Celebration post!
jus felt so excited while posting this! (and neglecting my I&R for this 1 hour...)
anyways, as what i've said in my previous post, the photos taken for my night celebration will be updated in my next post, which is this one!
below are the numerous photos taken with krystal, mei xian & zuraizan while celebrating my b'day @ ngee ann city's seoul garden..
enjoy them! =D

A photo before having our meals....

YUMMY!!!! Looks a lot eh?!

"Krys! Are you sure that you're using the right spoon?!"

Fun shot!

Oh man! I can't believe that I actually kissed a dead, uncooked prawn!

Too big for your nostrils! HAHA!

Mine either! Can't even squeeze in! -_-|||

"Voluntary cook here! Let me serve you peeps!"
And the food tastes............ (look at the caption below)

GREAT!

Enjoying the food while opening her mouth widely...

Finally...... A nice group photo!

after which, we headed to the open space outside ngee ann city...
and there we were...... taking photos like nobody's business..
hmm, oh ya! look at poor mx below.....

Looks like she just had a wild drink eh?!
Feels like vomiting! But in fact, she's too bloated after consuming all the food @ seoul garden..

Photo taken with Zuraizan

GOSH! She puked! (jkjk)

Kiss! Muacks!

Aren't we the best-looking couple?! (jkjk! i'm not one of those......)

Acting cool.......

"Smile!"

"MX! What's up there?"

Nice effect done by me!! =D

Random photo...

Krystal's card for me! Really, really liked it! SERIOUSLY!

THE MODERN TERRORIST?!

Ohh, so sweet!

Krystal & her middle finger again.... DOTS!

Funny look!

Krystal's being cut off the photo...

Censored mouths!

Acting cute?!

Zuraizan: "Bleah!"
Mei Xian: "Diao!"
Krystal: ">.<"

Zuraizan, Mei Xian (with the pale face) & Krystal

"OK 的啦!"

Censored mouth!

Blurry...

Look at that!! It's taken from a shop outside Paragon! Hmmm....
What's even better?! Just look below..........

Real thanks to Krystal for editing the photo!! -.-
SO GROSS!! HAHA! BUT FUNNY TOO!!

Last photo taken in the cab while on our way home.... (HOME SWEET HOME!)

really grateful to have these ppl in my life to celebrate this special occasion with me!!
LOVE YA PPL!!!

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Yeah! My latest collection of a belated b'day present!
Let's take a look....

Sony bees headset
Given by: Jasmine

Birthday Celebration (PART I)

2008-10-14T23:55:00.008+08:00

IT'S MY 17TH BIRTHDAY!
AND TIME JUST FLIES................ -.-
but i really enjoyed this day a lot!! esp with the peeps whom i've known this year in PJ..
u ppl in 08S27 just rocks!! =D
in addition, i wanna thank those who have sent me their wishes, and these are the people..........

W388!
Xuemin
Janet
Bing Rong
Kian Hwee
Krait
Yan Ci
Ei Chien
Shuwen
Guan Xian
Eugene
Hui Ming
Munyee
Qiyin
Calvin

08S27/other peeps in PJC
Cailing
Joanne
Melissa

Jun Rong
Eddie
Kai Yao
Yi Chao
Xanthe
Alisa
Jolinne

secondary schoolmates
Krystal
Mei Xian
Andy
Tracy
Mei Ping
Xinyi
Juvita
Zuraizan

Li Ping
Munyee

well, decided to pon the chi mock exam which starts from 3pm-6pm.. =x
and, we headed to west mall to enjoy our sumptuous meal @ swensen's!!
mouth-watering indeed!!
had a mini celebration there with melissa, cailing & joanne..
feel free to browse through the photos below.....

Melissa lighting the candle.....

"HUH?! What is up there that's so interesting which caught my attention?! I don't even know what am I doing! HAHA!"

SMILEZ!

Doraemon cake!

A very happy smile indeed.....

"Shhhh, I'm making a wish here....."

Photo taken with Melissa

YUMMY! The freshly served "BBQ Half Chicken"!

Beautifully served "Firehouse Happy Birthday"
And the aftermath.... (LOOK BELOW!)

Ewww!! Look at how we ate the ice-cream!!!

so aft we had finished our meals, i headed home to prepare for the "surprise" later on, which was organised by krystal..
to my "surprise", when i was brought into seoul garden @ ngee ann city by krystal, i saw mei xian & zuraizan there! (cos i was told that there's only 'one person' celebrating with me)
so, again, we had our never-ending meals.. we kept eating & eating & eating & eating............
we were SO BLOATED!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOSH! HAHA!
at bout 10pm, we went to the open space outside ngee an city whereby we took lots of photos..
however, all the photos were taken using krystal's cam..
thus, pls stay tuned to the "Birthday Celebration PART II" for more of the photos which will be uploaded asap.. =D

alright..... from this point onwards, the photos below are the presents which i've got so far for my birthday this year.. oh yeah!

Fox hoodie + cardboard birthday card
Given by: W388!!!!

Money saver + birthday card
Given by: Cailing

Nike bottle
Given by: Melissa & Jolinne (anybody else?? =x)

Two fruit tarts
Given by: Jun Rong, Eddie, Kai Yao & Yi Chao

Doraemon birthday cake + chocolate
Given by: Joanne

Batman T-shirt + pizza pen!
Given by: Mei Xian, Zuraizan, Bi Zhi & Li Ping

Black hoodie + T-shirt (both are self-printed) + birthday card
Given by: Krystal
(the pic below shows the printed words at the back of the hoodie)

It says.......

SHERYL

LITTLE MISS ORANGE CHEE

Last but not least.....
Presented by: Krystal, Mei Xian & Zuraizan

WOW! i've got 2 new hoodies for my birthday!!!
IT'S REALLY A DREAM COME TRUE!! HAHA! XD

2008-09-07T22:57:00.005+08:00

today's 食字路口 was extravagant!
all the running around, all the laughters and sufferings; it has made us stronger!
the unity, the cooperation and the teamwork.....
we have finally made it in a way or another..
even though everyone was tired, all of us still did our very best to clinch the first prize, which is a $50 Ben & Jerry's voucher!
it has positively shown that this cg has the potential, and has the substance that is needed to make this cg a united one..
i'm really proud of this cg!
i'll continue to play a part in this cg together with the rest to make it a better one in the name of Jesus! X) AMEN!
after the fun-filled activity, i headed down to je mac to meet up with the rest of my pw grp members...
gosh! there're so many things to edit for wr! -.-
persevere! PERSEVERE!
just 2 more months and the nightmare will be gone! WAHAHAHAHAHA!
anyways, pics taken are all in the cg blog! just find the link at the side under 'Pals', W388.. :)

2008-09-06T23:59:00.003+08:00

HELLO PEEPS!
decided to post sth first before i begin to study again.. =.= (get me out of this agony!!)
anyways, had a great time together with the cg; went for a carnival in the early afternoon with gx, qy and krys..
bought $100 worth of food!!!!! ahahaha!!
crazy right?!
after which, we headed down to church..
YEAH! we sang a worship song entitled Amazing Grace..
a VERY VERY nice song!! :)
hmm, and for dinner, we had a sumptuous meal at the marina sq xing wang hk cafe..
HAHA! GUESS WHAT?!
at 10pm, janet and i went to shop at Topshop, where we spent a total of $165 together!!
just right before that, i bought myself a passport holder.. quite cool actually!!! =D

My new hoody and the passport holder!!

r u peeps shocked of me buying a hoody?! HAHA!!!
hope to have a new look too!
TATA! gotta mug le!

2008-09-05T01:04:00.002+08:00

life is ever-changing; new challenges, new obstacles, new adventures..
that's for sure..
i'm still standing on His living word no matter what!
it's going to make me stronger!!!!! i put my trust in Him!!
most of all, i believe in FAITH that He has placed me here for a reason - to bring an impact into people's lives, to be an influence to the people around me, and to turn people's lives for the better..
it's going to get tougher, but i ain't gonna give up!!!!!
well, guess i gotta learn to depend on His strength even more..
have been neglecting the area of prayer for quite some time..
GOSH! it's time to turn back now!!! it's now!!!!!
i've got to learn to guard my heart and to learn not to be affected by problems that are circulating in my mind..
He is truly the one and only person who can help me out of this situation!
i really wanna place my trust and hope in You once again!!

2008-09-01T21:48:00.003+08:00

finally posting again yeah?!
WOW! haven't been posting recently...... due to the long school hours and busy schedules..
think i'll try take blogging as a form of entertainment, and also something for me to relieve stress while studying for PROMOS!
more photos will be updated soon and do come back regularly to check out about my life yeah?!
TATA!

2008-07-12T01:58:00.002+08:00

more disappointments.............
got my math paper back today and guess what?! a B!
so far, i've got 1 B, 1 C, 1 D and 3 Us!!!!!!!!!
very very very pathetic right?! -.-
after the concert @ Esplanade, i went to meet up with krystal and the 'gang' @ the bugis library..
and............. went to K-ster soon after..
sang till 1am!!! HAHA!!!!!
sooooooooooo tired...
think i'm turning in soon.. byez

2008-07-07T23:59:00.000+08:00

Festivo I has ended....... but the journey still continues.........

well, i've done my best, tried my best, and played with all my heart during the concert..

but.......... i'm still not satisfied at all..

perhaps is because i jus changed to a new section? new instrument and a new environment..

humph!!

but no matter what, i'll still try my very best! won't let anyone down! :D

today's a holiday for me!

in the morning, krystal came to my place to use my computer as her house encountered a power failure.. -.-

so she stayed till bout 4.30pm, and we left together..

met up with chien and her friend at JE mac..

hmm, can say that i almost did nothing at all.. HAHA!

really dislike doing EoM!!!!!!!!!!!!

nononono, or should i say project work...

i'm really looking forward to the day when i can jus throw all my chinese and project work materials away!!!!!

HEHE!

i know that i know that the day will surely come!! AMEN! haha! =X

2008-07-05T23:59:00.000+08:00

it's another great day that i am able to type this post! :D
well, went for guan xian's carnival in the afternoon before going for service..
ate quite a lot!! oh no.......
but the food is seriously very appetizing!
so the speaker today was rev. mike connell..
a REALLY POWER-PACKED service!!!!
God's presence is felt by everyone in the hall!!!! even the non-believers!!
when it was time for altar call, i wept and wept non-stop!!
tears just keep rolling down my cheeks.....
i felt that my disappointment has disappeared into thin air!
i can never ever forget that moment, it's just so unexplainable............
so after service, went to have our dinner at the opp coffeeshop..
long after, we went to CSC @ Bukit Batok..
they played bowling while i ate with chien!! HAHA!
left there at bout 11pm..
so so tired!!!!! -.-
then here i am posting this and one more post in the CG's blog..
check it out yeah!

2008-06-28T01:41:00.003+08:00

finally tagging again! yeah!
anyway, can say that i'm quite tired this week..
having exams every single day..
plus going for band rehearsals..
**sigh**
really, really tired.. but no matter what, i just hope that the concert will be a success, and especially the solo!!!! -.-
i also wish that this concert will prove that this band is still capable of doing their best!!!
anyways, if you happened to read this blog, do take note of the details below:

FESTIVO I
Date: 6 July 2008
Venue: SP Convention Hall
Time: 5pm (to be seated by 4.45pm)
Price: $10/$15 (i'm selling $15 tic myself)

Do come and support ya?! HAHAHAHAHA! =D

2008-06-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

finally updating my blog once again. :)
well, these days have been great to me, esp aft the camp last week..
it was awesome! but say to say, didn't really made a lot of new friends throughout the whole duration of the camp..
however, i really did enjoy myself! :)
i feel that i've been filled by the power of God once again and my mind is renewed..
i'm equipped to face the challenges that i'm going to encounter..

aft all these camps and overseas trip, i'm really not in the mood to study for the exams..
now is the fourth week of hols, but i have not even started with my revision!
oh gosh!
i really pray that i'll be able to catch up with the revision! -.-
okok, gotta chiong liao! tata!

2008-05-18T11:59:00.002+08:00

hmm, sorry for not posting since march as JC life is just so different..
gotta chiong hw and tutorials one after another..
it's just non-stop!
anyway, the purpose of me writing this post is just to release my anger and disappointment here..
first disappointment is regarding the committee..
guess those who knows me well would know that i'm very keen and determined to join the CCA committee..
without me saying, you should know what i mean..
perhaps the others are really stronger than i thought..
after hearing the announcement, my heart sank..
it's just so disappointing!
tried my best to control my tears, but it just kept rolling down from my eyes..
the worst thing: i'm on the bus!

it has been two days, and i'm feeling much better..
just do not want to keep letting this small little situation affect me..

however, the problem of playing the euphonium.................................
"It's not that I am not keen to learn, it's just so difficult for me to do it."
people in the band have been playing the same instrument since sec sch..
but not for me!
learning an instrument takes some time, but they jus couldn't get it..
countless no. of buzzings, reaching for the high notes.........
it's just so tough..

all these things have caused me to lost hope for myself to be a somebody in the band..
it's like everything comes crashing down on me...
oh God! r u trying to tell me that that's not the path for me to head to?

the second disappointment..... the fact that i didn't go for svc..
i'm really guilty for what had happened this morning..
it's really unacceptable for me to not go for svc..
for this, i'm really, really very sorry!
i know my mistakes i and i won't do it again..
rest assured! =)

2008-03-21T23:42:00.003+08:00

came back from boon lay..
well, spend the whole of afternoon doing my measurement quiz..
and....................... i did it!!!!!!! i finished it!!!!! hurray!
after that, i went to prepare myself to go for service....

actually, i really DON'T HAVE the mood to type a post now..
i'm not trying to be emo here now..
i jus couldn't face up to reality..
but this is the reality!! i jus have to face it..
can really, really feel that i've lost my sense of purpose and direction in life..
it jus............ died..
all i can think now are all the negative thoughts..
i guess there's no one who can understand me..
hmmmmmmmmmm, shall stop here for now..

2008-03-04T18:46:00.002+08:00

gosh! haven't been blogging nowadays!!
anyway, jus wanna say that life in PJC is enjoyable..
made more new friends each day...
also gotta know bout a christian fellowship in the sch..
the christians there are so on fire for God..
can really see that they're shining for God in the area of leadership...
hope that i could be like one of them, but in the area of band; to be the band major!!!
well, talking bout studies..... it's quite alright for now..
hmmm, the best has yet to come!!!
hahahahaha!
gonna depend on God more and more each day!!
AMEN!
have to chiong my revision now....
tata!! =D

2008-02-20T23:38:00.002+08:00

what a fine day to write this post!!

really sorry for not updating my blog since the beginning of this month..

wanna say that i may not have time to write a post frequently cos of time constraints..

mainly is because i got into a JC!! =)

hmm, was actually quite happy that i got into pioneer..

well, talking bout the orientation today......

firstly, very excited that i've been placed in og7!!!

made quite a number of new friends during game time..

cool!!

one thing for sure, guess i'm the only one staying in the central area while the majority are staying somewhere near the sch..

however, i know that the PJ journey has just begun..

there's still a looooooonnnnnnnnnngggggggg way to go!

but i know that i'll persevere till the end!!!!!!

AMEN!!!! =D

2008-02-05T21:47:00.001+08:00

hmm, haven't been blogging for quite some time..
well, happy to say that................... I'VE FINALLY GOTTEN MY PAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's been dunno how many years since i got my last one..
haha!
got a total amount of $1012!!!
anyway, will not try my best to spend away all my money, but to give some to my parents, for building fund and of course, for my personal needs..
moreover, it's CHINESE NEW YEAR season!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ANG PAOS, ANG PAOS and more ANG PAOS!!!!!!!!!
muahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!
longing for this seasonto come for a very, very long time..........
it's finally here!!!
hmm, shall stop here for now..
gotta go back to my sec sch to watch the CNY performance tmr morning..
tata!

2008-01-27T23:59:00.000+08:00

finally made my decision on where to go for my tertiary education..
decided to continue the 'study' route in order to get into a local university here! =D
really really hope that the appeal will be successful..
the journey is going to start very soon..
gonna DISCIPLINE myself to study hard, play hard and work hard at the same time!!!!!!
it's not going to be easy after all..
one thing i agree to what diana told me today..
if i'm not going to take the hard way now, i will still have to go the hard way in the future..
why not start now?
for example, PUNCTUALITY!
gonna wake up early for sch, and even for work in the future..
we have to train this when we're still young, rather than regret in the future..
do u agree?! =)
well, since i've already made the first move, the rest is up to me!!!!!!!!!
waiting for the good news.......... WAHAHAHA!
btw, below are the choices that i've made.... feel free to browse through it..

My Choices.....
1. St. Andrew's Junior College (Science)
2. Pioneer Junior College (Science)
3. Music and Audio Technology @ SP
4. Audio-visual Technology @ NP
5. Digital Visual Effects @ NP
6. Film, Sound & Video @ NP
7. Digital Media @ SP
8. Media and Communication @ SP
9. Psychology & Community Services @ NP
10. Information Technology @ SP
11. Information Technology @ NP
12. Banking & Financial Services @ SP

2008-01-24T23:59:00.000+08:00

everyone was so anxious bout the release of the results this morning!!!
some afraid, some excited..
but no matter what, we still have to get back our results.. =D
was actually quite surprised bout my results..
firstly, i passed all the subjects!!
it was the first time ever that i got all passed.. YEAH!
secondly, i've finally passed my HUMANITIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thirdly, i've got a B4 for my ENGLISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and lastly, 17 pts for L1R5 and 12 pts for L1R4!!!!!!!!!!!!!
REALLY REALLY wanna thank God for what He has done for me in this 'O' Level exams..
even though i may not have scored well for some subjects, i still wanna praise HIM!
Amen! XD
for ur info, the photos attached below are actually my results which i've gotten..
feel free to look at it! =D
have a nice day..

i passed my HUMANITIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAHAHAHA!

17 pts for L1R5 and 12 pts for L1R4

2008-01-19T23:59:00.000+08:00

yeah! came back from Jay Chou's World Tour Concert 2008!!! woohoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it was spectacular!!!!!
the whole stadium was so filled with ppl..
jay sang quite a number of songs tonight..
even though some i may not know, but still, i enjoyed the whole concert..
we even bought lightsticks to flow with the crowd!!
HAHA!
but seriously, i was impacted by his musical talents!
he played the drums, guitar and piano..
i hoped to be like him some day!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so multi-talented!!!!!!!!! =D
and i like the transparent grand piano which he played on jus now!!!
so so COOOOOOOOLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!
well, will stop here for now..
hope to go to his concert if he's having one in a few years' time.. =)
btw, do take a look at the photos below taken by krystal and i during and after the concert! XD

taken with krystal after the concert on the balcony..

pic of ppl leaving the stadium..........

pic of me and krystal =D

jay chou in action!

jay's singing.. (can't remember what song)

everybody dance now!!!!!!!!!

'i can't hear you!!!!!!!!'

the crowd!!

concert ending..

a sea of light

jay chou on the drums.. so super cool!

the two lightsticks of ours..

jay chou on the gu zheng

so 'ru shen'.. but NICE!

giant heels! nice right?!

jay chou with nan quan ma ma..!!

brothers in the same music company =)

jay on the piano.. singing and playing together..

the people before the concert

our tickets!!!!!!

during the opening of the concert.. nice costume!

singing a love song.. (i guess)

nan quan ma ma!

2008-01-17T00:32:00.000+08:00

another day at work...
have been working everyday since the day i got into Connecting Insights..
10am to 6pm everyday!!
but it is seriously a joy working there in a small and cosy office, just along Neil Road..
everyone is like a joker!
can make u stop laughing!!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!
well...... let's talk about the work today..
everything was fine..
it's just that i managed to do only about 25 questionaires today..
haiz......... and thanks to that XINYI!!!!!!!!!!!!!
keep making fun of my name!!!
and also keep making fun of me and............... (i shall not say who)
horrible lo!!! no childhood!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahaha!!
but i can sense that today is quite different..
i feel like i'm part of a big family..
so COOL!!!!
fell in love with the place, the people and of course............. WORK!!! (i guess)
still more to come!!!!!!!!!!! stay tuned!!! =D

2008-01-14T23:47:00.000+08:00

another day of work!
quite tired actually; kept sneezing and rubbing my eyes while i was doing data entry..
but one thing i can say is that data entry is fun!!!!!
well, didn't post for a number of days..
interesting things did happened too!

one fine day, xinyi was asked to call for courier service..
however, she forgot to ask the person whether what time will the courier man be delivering the document to us..
so, she was asked to call back again..
the conversation goes like this..........................
Xinyi says,"Hi, this is Xinyi calling from Connecting Insights. I jus called jus now and I jus want to ask whether what time will the courier man be reaching the office."
Anonymous says,"Yup, I know. We've jus talked jus now."
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!
i guess by writing in this blog won't make u laugh, am i right?!
but the actual situation was that xinyi called back to someone who was from our office, sitting directly in front of her!!!!!!!!!!!!
we broke into tears and laughter!!!!!!!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm sure u'll hav a great time laughing if u were here with us!!! =D

as usual, had CG meeting on sat..
after that, pearlyn came to help me with my tuba as i had to bring back to west winds..
made a decision to stop going for west winds rehearsals for some time..
want to spend more time with the church ppl.. =)

on sun, played amazing race within the jurong west area..
it was tiring!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT fun!!!!!!!!! =D
even though we didn't win, but i believe is a stepping stone for us to stay united as a cell group!
in the evening, went to k box together with xuemin, janet, eugene and pearlyn..
had a fantastic time there too!
also, it was the very first time someone praise that my singing is good!
haha!!!
anyway, wanna say that i'm addicted to karaoke!!!!!!
chio me if u're going k?!
that's all!!!!! =)

2008-01-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

another wonderful day at the office....
and also perhaps..... another day of suffering!!! -_-
had cramps throughout the whole morning due to the 'unpreventable' menses..
but thanks to mei ping and xinyi for helping me while i was there 'slacking'..
anyway, felt much better after having the packet of bee hoon and a cup of hot milo..
after work, i happened to meet belinda while i was on my way home..
what a coincidence!!!!!
haha!
we chat for bout 5 min jus beside the zibra crossing!!
it's really so qiao lo!!!
so...... went home after that and headed towards PS at bout 8.30pm..
had my dinner with my mum and xue li at crystal jade kitchen..
yummy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
went to watch the movie 'one missed call' at 9.55pm..
hmm, really quite scary..... especially the sound effects!! haha..
but it was indeed a nice show..
shld go watch!!!!!
shall end here ba... =)

2008-01-07T23:35:00.000+08:00

dunno why suddenly feel so 'gan chiong' about my 'O' Level results..
it jus keeps popping up in my mind..
thinking about the times during the 'O' Levels, whereby everyone is studying sooooooooo suppeeerrrr hard for the exams while i'm......... SLACKING!!!!!!
now i can really feel the urgency............. but ONE thing i know; it's TOOOOO LATE!
i'll jus have to wait for my results and plan what i'm going to do after i got back my results..
haiz!
shld i retain? shld i go for overseas studies??? I REALLY DON"T KNOW!
i jus think that i'm so useless now..
nth that i can do much..
what's the use of working so hard now?!
can anyone giv me an ans?
but i'll still hope that i can at least get a D7 for my eng, so that i can get into a polytechnic..
guess only that will giv me the assurance of having a place in the local polytechnics..

2008-01-04T23:13:00.000+08:00

guess it's time for me to post now! muahahahaha!!
well, new year, new beginnings..
will try my very best to post daily..
nth much happened recently..
jus work and work and work..
rushing the projects!!
hmm..
but still having a great time together with the colleagues..
wahahaha!
everyday, we go to lunch together..
crack lots and lots of jokes..
muahahahaha!!
aiy0xx! dunno wad to post le.. sianz!
that's all folks!

2007-12-18T23:40:00.000+08:00

what a tiring day!!!!
it was my first day at work in a office jus along neil road..
throughout the 7 hours, i was jus sitting at the table, staring at the com!
type and type and type....... click and click and click..........................
and soon, the 7 hours were gone!!
time flies actually! =D
hmm, but seriously, the job is fantastic!
not bad at all!
hahax!
after work, went to cut my hair @ kimage, chinatown..
had the same guy to do it!
but he's a real pro hairdresser!
muahahahahaha!
think i gotta go off now..
or else tmr i'll suffer again! =)
so long folks!

2007-12-15T22:40:00.000+08:00

the BREAKAWAY YOUTH CAMP was EXTRAORDINARY!

jus came back from the camp! =)

it was really a once in a lifetime experience..

the tangible presence of God, the enthusiastic ppl, the fun praise and worship and the preaching

of the Word of God..........

it's just so fantastic..

i shall share bout my experience...

on the first night, we were being blind-folded and were threatened by the 'terrorists'..

i felt that it was so real!

but after the game, i learnt one thing..

the one thing is that no matter what kind of situation we are in, we should just keep going on and not stop..

we may be blinded by the things around us, and left alone there to search for the only way out..

however, we must still put our trust in God to lead us through..

i also learnt another thing throughout this whole camp..

i felt strongly that i must learn how to place my priorities right in life..

for example, christians and non-christians..

i've been always wanting to satisfy both parties at the same time..

but in fact, that is impossible!

i had to learn to just let go and not let the reactions of the individual party to affect my decision..

i guess these are two things which i must learn.. =)

at the same time, i also did felt guilty too..

being a christian for bout 3+ years, my spiritual lvl is stil stagnant..

i felt really shameful though; a 3+ year old christian stil can't be faithful in her own quiet time..

what is this??!!

am i going to stay like that for the next 5 years?? 10 years??

after the preaching of the word, i felt strongly that i should come out of my own comfort zone, and really do the things of God..

this camp has indeed helped to restore my momentum, to push me even further in my spiritual walk with God..

really hoped that i can be changed after the camp..

not jus by words, but actions done!!! AMEN!!!!!

2007-12-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

guess i'm sick of posting! muahahaha!
but shall try my best to post once in two day.. =)
ytd night went to joey's place to stay overnight..
so went to jurong west church together by cab..
really can't stand the weather nowadays..
rain whenever it likes.. arrghh!
today's service was fabulous!
the guest speaker was Rev. Dr. John Avanzini..
his preaching was extraordinary!
but sad to say, joey and i had to leave early to go for WestWinds rehearsal.. sob sob..
the service was seriouly great!!!!!!!!!
well, talking bout the rehearsal today..
hmm.. quite okay lo..
still struggling a bit here and there..
the rhythms are so difficult!!!
and the notes were like........................ oh my gosh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i think i need lots and lots of practice in order to prepare myself for the march concert next year..
at least i'm working hard for the things that i like rather than sitting at the table studying and studying and studying!!!!!!!!!
haha!! band rocks! =D
guess that's all for today ba..
stay tuned to check out the repertoire for the march concert! =)

2007-12-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

today was my free day!!!!!!
so decided to have a day out with chien and huimin..
we hanged around @ vivo city and headed towards imm after that..
then i went to sign up for the m1 broadband.. haha!
i signed it under my name!!!!!!! cool!!!!!!!!! it was my first time.. =D
it's actually not so bad..
quite unique.... hmm, in that sense..
had my dinner with my mum at the coffeeshop..
yummy!!!!!!!
and as usual, played o2jam!!! wahahaha! gained a lvl! currently a lvl 41 o2jammer!! =)
will try even harder to aim for a lvl 100!! haha!
decided to post now..
hmm, think i better get going..
or else can't wake up tmr for my band prac..
tata!

2007-12-02T01:07:00.000+08:00

back to post! haha!
let's talk bout today!
as usual, went for cg together with joey and chien..
had a horrible time with them!! haha, jkjk!
keep talking bout me and..................
nvm..
so after cg, went to west winds with joey..
we had a tremendous time there, playing and sight-reading all those new songs..
fantastic!
then after all the playing, those newcomers had to intro themselves..
and worst of all, i was one of them! haha!
they said that it was their tradition to do that!
seriously had a lot of fun there!
hmm, guess i'm really looking forward to the upcoming concert which will be held in march @ the esplanade!! muahahahahaha!

2007-11-27T23:26:00.000+08:00

had a series of terrible, terrible stomach cramps today!!
keep going to the toilet non-stop, and banging my head onto the wall..
the pain is unbearable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i almost fainted at home..
keep on praying for healing....
and really thank God, after 2 hours of slp, the pain was gone!
praise God!! =)
so stayed at home till bout 6++pm, then went out with kh to have dinner at his working place..
didn't eat much, but was very full!!
haha!!
hmmm, went home after that..
and here i am, posting this!!
guess that's all for today ba! =)

2007-11-26T23:39:00.000+08:00

went for band prac again!
helped andy to do his macbook stuff..
lots of prob!! haha..
anyway, joined the band for combined today..
then funniest thing happened!
ms lim was conducting in 1+2+3+4+ per beat..
i forgotten!!
we were playing festivo then, part 10-11..
so i was there, happily playing the parts..
just as i finished playing 11, then she said this!
'now 11', with her hands giving the signal to come in there..
i laughed and laughed and laughed!!
oh gosh, i told myself!
but anyway, had a great combined today..
after band prac, went to meet mei ping at people's park..
cos............. it's her b'day today!!!
and we are the only ones who celebrated with her..
so pathetic!!!! her frens all ps her..
haiz..
then they came to my house to use com..
so had dinner at han's @ BMC..
hmm, headed home after that..
quite fun indeed!!!

while i was playing halfway, i saw my dad came home with letters in his hands..
and to my surprise, i opened up both of them and saw something very surprising!
one was to notify me that i'm eligible for the bursary award and the other one was another $200 voucher from starhub!
got 2 of the vouchers in 2 weeks!!
really praise God!!
i can't believe it!!
He is indeed a good and faithful God!!
so gonna buy a new phone this coming fri!! whee!!!!!!!!!!
i shall be more faithful towards God in terms of giving my tithe and offering..
amen!!!!! =)

2007-11-25T21:36:00.000+08:00

finally i'm back to update again! muahahahaha!!

haven't been updating for bout a week or so..

well, talking bout today, the whole cg went to cineleisure to have our lunch..

we headed towards the food court and some of us had a sumptuous meal there..

and something funny happened!

pearlyn was jus playing around using my phone..

and he took a shot of calvin with his stunned look.... but, most of all, he looks so adorable!!!!

uhhhh..
let's take a look!

isn't he...........???!! haha!

anyway, had a great time today..

wish the cg will continue to go out more often to build up the unity!!

2007-11-16T02:51:00.001+08:00

haven't been posting since o levels started..

hmmm, feel happy that i am able to post again!!

no matter what, o levels are over!

i shld not care so much bout the results le, as my aim is still getting into SP, music and audio tech..

hahahaha!

TODAY'S GRAD NITE!!

went with the usuals......

then got a phone call from ms lee, asking me to go fetch her @ Great World..

i was sooooooooooooooooo super afraid la!!

esp the way i dress up myself..

looks totally like a guy!

but seriously, the grad nite was a success!

i did enjoyed myself there..

and also managed to win a merahan award, which is the most musically-inclined student award..

it was really a suprise!! haha!

really wanna thank the ppl for voting for me.. =)

cos if it hadn't been them, i wouldn't have received it!

then after that, the usuals and i went to walk walk around clarke quay..

walking along the corridors of the pubs..

cool!

i guess i'll jus stop here for tonight..

oh yes, these 2 pics below are taken jus now..

still more to come!!! muahahahaha! =)

taken with krystal @ the hotel..

The Most Musically-Inclined Student award!! haha.. =) thanks for ur votes!